I can only write when I'm sad

INEVITABLE DISTANCE

It's only now I realized and felt that you cannot
hold on to your children forever. They will have
their own wings now and will fly away from you.
They will soar anywhere where their destiny would
lead them and though how much they love you, they
will go away and explore. You know they care about
you, but their own calling for a new life where no
trace of homey ambiance is waiting to be tried.
They will inform you of wherever they are in every
moment, but those moments are spent excitedly in
discovering new experience and what remains for
you are only those memories to cherish and hold on
for a lifetime.Perplexed by the excitement of their
new found life,even their sorrows and problems are
shared from a distance.And though how much you
would want to help, yet time and distance limit
them for you. How sad really, but I accept it
wholeheartedly, though how much it hurts.

SOMETIMES ( 8/9/10)

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad
Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh
Though most of the time I'm sick
But I bravely repeal without a trace

Sometimes I'm edgy, sometimes I'm calm
Sometimes I'm angry,sometimes I'm blank
And when I'm broke I try to understand
That all these will pass away and blessings
will come.

Sometimes I swear, sometimes I pray
Sometimes I curse but take it back away
And when people talk behind my back
I want to get-even but I know its
real, real bad.

Sometimes I lie, but all the time I don't,
Sometimes I'm bad, but most of the time I'm good
I like to react when people stepped on me
But then I let it pass because God is so
good to me.

In life you only exist because you have a purpose
But what if that purpose has no more meaning?
What if your existence could no longer satisfy its purpose?
What if your efforts are all but ignored?
What's the use of it all when you are no longer productive?
What if...? What if ...?